Its been a while since i am free, thinking of me and what changes around me. i read the past entry, one blog that makes me cry, and makes me wonder, what if it doesnt go the way it is?

what if, he decided not to leave the bank.. would we still be best frds?

what if, we put a lil more effort... would we still be that close?

what if, i did not introduce someone to him... would we still cherish each other?

i missed the time when we are together, when we can call each other up to talk, and bitch on whatever it is, someone that knows me inside out, my weakness and strength... for now, when i needed someone to talk, i could not find anyone, that i could just pour my heart out, to tell what i'm really feeling, i guess... thats because, we aren't true friend enough.

theres alot of friends that come and go, i thought we had more than that, we stood each other up when things are not right. thru the things that we been thru, never cross my mind that, we now are stranger. having awkward conversation. guess, thats just life, people that touched ur heart, can leave footprint to ur heart, just like people that hurt u, leave scars... its all memory that remained.